As a child she wanted nothing more than owning her own book. At her
friend´s places there were always books above the fireplace but in her own home
there were none to be found. During the second world war her family couldn´t
afford to buy any books. Only when she earned her own money was she able to buy
books for herself. Nowadays she owns an entire collection.
That
could have been the reason why she was looking for books on eBay 18 years ago.
Benz explains that she usually only bought postcards or trinkets. On this one
evening, however, something special caught her eye. Somebody was selling a
collection of old diaries: notebooks of a British captain who was living in
China at the beginning of the 20th century. Her interest was piqued
It was a fateful encounter
Born and raised in Cleveland, in the US, Benz was fascinated with China
and its culture from an early age. Due to movies about the Chinese Hawaiian
detective Charlie Chan, as well as stories from her relatives who had visited
the far-away country she developed a passion that is still ongoing today. She
says it was a fateful coincidence that delivered the diaries to her.
Her fascination with different cultures was the reason she visited
foreign countries at the age of 20. In 1961 she visited Brazil as an exchange
student during her studies at the Wesleyan University in Ohio. Her trip was
meant to end with a last journey through the country.
While traveling to the Iguazú-waterfalls with a group of students, she
met a Mr Heinrich Benz from the Limmattal. Benz remembers “His travel
destinations were the same as our group´s so we met quite often.”
They immediately came to like each other. Unfortunately, it would take
another nine years until they finally started a relationship. Benz finished her
studies in liberal arts in 1963 and started teaching in elementary schools in
the US. With her first salary she visited Henry, that´s how she called him, in
Switzerland. The following year he visited her in the US. They wrote letters
and stayed in contact with each other. Even when Benz went to the Amazon for
two years or taught the children of Air-Force pilots on the Philippines, they
would stay in touch.
“It was one of the best times of my life. I was able to travel during
the holidays and often went to the far east”, says Benz. Only in 1970, at the
age of 29 did she move to Switzerland and marry her Henry. She remembers that
it was quite hard at the beginning. She found a job at an international school,
where she taught the fourth grade. For a while she studied psychology and
sinology at the University in Zürich. However, after 7 semesters it was too
much for her and her job as a teacher was more important to her.
Her husband was diagnosed with Parkinson´s disease in 1997. It caused
many changes. She cared for him for 14 years with the help of a Swiss care
organization until he died in 2014. During his illness she spent a lot of time
in front of the computer screen. That´s how she discovered the diaries in 2006.
Unearthed treasures from the past
The
Notebooks were of a captain Hillman who lived in China during the beginning of
the 20th century. Back then Great Britain occupied large parts of
China, for example the city of Jiujiang on the Yangtse river, where he lived
with his family. Benz regards the books as real treasures. “I immediately knew
that I was in possession of something only historians usually get to see.”
Some of the notebooks were diaries of the daughter of the captain.
Gwendoline Hillman captured her childhood in China on these pages. The detailed
stories fascinated Benz the most. She had to find out what had happened to
Gwen. She researched for years and even hired somebody to support her in her
quest. She contacted grandchildren of the captain´s daughter and found
documents to fill in the gaps in the life of Gwendoline Hillman.
She unearthed a magical childhood, difficulties in the family, four marriages and an affair during her research. During the past 18 years Benz researched and wrote about the life of Gwendoline. In July, she was able to publish her first book “The River Never Left Her”. It simultaneously relates the story of Gwen´s life and the discovery of the diaries by Benz herself.
More Books to follow
“I always wanted to write a book and somehow it was clear to me that I
would do so as an older lady”, she says and laughs. Before she never had the
time or right idea to do so.
However,
this chance she couldn´t let pass. Her first book is only available in English
and to order right now. Benz intends to have it translated, to allow more
people in the German-speaking world to read it. It was only the beginning of
her career as an author. Right now, she is writing three different stories for
children, she plans on publishing. Her passion for travels and foreign cultures
is part of her everyday life. Even today she still travels a lot. Only last
year did she visit Laos, Thailand and Vietnam. Literature is also part of every
step of her life. She supports an organization called “Big Brother Mouse” in
Laos with the goal of giving children the opportunity to read. “There is
nothing better than reading. You never stop learning”, says Benz. In the future
the 83-year-old intends to finish writing her children’s stories and have them
translated. The book about Gwendoline Hillman is to be translated as well. On
top of that she wants to travel to Peru. She has a lot to do still and is still
curious, she says.
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